I tried not to think about  this
not to write about it
not to sing about
but it seems impossible

Impossible that 1 year and 6 days ago
You let me walk out of your life

just like that
There were no real goodbyes
No real reasons or apologies
It was empty
It was pain

I've been through a lot of heartache in my life

But I've never felt as broken
As small
As forgotten
As you made me feel

And then time after time
you broke my heart
My soul
My entire being
Over
   And over
          And over

Again

but still today
Trying my best to be strong
Knowing I'm not your happy

I feel the sting of guilt
The worry of hurt
And curiosity of how you are