one of my favorite things
used to be when you'd pick me up
       like i was a doll
to place me right where you wanted me
in your arms

and you did that last night

you walked into my bedroom
over to my bed
and held me in your arms

your fingertips tickled my skin
and i could feel your chest move against mine

i let my body sink into yours
i left my eyes closed
and my breathing steadied

i think i know how i feel

i'm not yours
you're not mine

but we always will be