tonight
                   i wanted to push you away
                  but i don't really mean to
sometimes i can't find the words
because i want to be real
   and perfect at the same time

right now
all i have to work with
is the fact that i have too much to say
         all at once
and then nothing to say at all

my head
my heart is a scattered pile of thoughts
     and fears and cravings and dreams
     and this tangled up nostalgia for the
     past and, maybe, the future

i am broken and i am human
i am an unquiet mind and i am trying

and i am one girl
i am two hands
i am one heart

      one heart that is
         so glad you are here