getting harder

life seems to just be getting harder

i am trying my very best to smile and stay positive,
but tonight was one of the hardest nights i've had in my entire life...

so much heartache
so many tears

i feel...empty
tonight

i needed someone to lean on
i needed someone to talk it through with
i needed support
i needed someone standing behind me
                            standing with me
                            standing up for me

i needed you